June 3rd, 2006. The show must go on! We're having my grandparent's 50th at our house. I'm not ready to answer all the questions. Thank God Mom's taking care of it as best she can. She's attracting a crowd around Beau's photo album. I call the hospital. He's had his first poop!! A milestone I wasn't there to see. Today will be the first day I haven't seen him since he's been born. I feel like a horrible mother.